Be happy

- Are you okay? Gracia asked worried to see Layla's eyes out of orbit.
- Did he see me? Layla replied covering her face with her hand.
- What? Who? Gracia asked looking around keeping in mind it was just the two of them and wondering what was going on. And Layla got it, she blinked and put her hand down.
- Nothing. Layla said looking down. Let's continue with the wedding plans. She insisted.
- Are you sure about what all this? Gracia asked sadly to see the situation Layla put herself into.
- You can never be sure about anything. I may not be sure, but religiously talking, I am doing the right thing and that’s enough. Layla replied cleaning her nose.

What was there left to think about anymore anyway? Didn’t she know better that he didn’t want to listen from her ever again? Wasn‘t she aware of the mess it will be being together again? Didn’t she know a relationship between them was a lost battle in advanced? There was no need to endure any of that again, they both knew well the outcoming.

She had been dreaming about him lately though, like if he was trying to send a coded message through her dreams, but she knew better it was not him but herself, she knew it was her own struggle taking different shapes in her dreams, still it was so disturbing to see him... because it was sad but happy at the same time, how could her heart do not to jump out of her chest anytime he was bring up? Even listening to his name only could make her heart beat faster than ever.

How painful life was, how senseless everything was... how boring, how tedious, how sad, how tiring.

 She wished him good, as usual, she would continue with her life and she wished from the bottom of her heart good for his life, because more than anything in her life, she sincerely wanted him to be happy... she just wants him to be happy.