- I haven't told you you can come in... He was saying and couldn't finish his phrase because she started screaming.
- Two whole months! I've disappeared from your life for two months! I haven't gotten a call! nor a text! nor anything! I've been patiently waiting for the moment you'll reach me out but you have not! I could have died in those two months! I even tried disappearing from everywhere lately just to see if you'd reach me! I don't even know what I was thinking in? I am sure you never ask anyone for me! I can't believe this! I seriously can't understand you! I frankly can't understand myself! How can I continue after you even when you keep on ignoring me and pushing me away? This is insanity! I should lock myself in a mental institute! She said all that and then breathed.
- I never said I'd text you nor anything. He said calmly.
- Right, you never say anything to me, I build up stories on my own, I know that well. She said now crying.
- This can't continue happening... you showing up whenever you want... He was saying but she interrupted him.
- Whenever I want? Whenever I want! If I'd appear up in your life whenever I want I'll be here every single day! It takes all my self control not to! I don't show up "whenever I want", I appear when my heart is about to die in sadness cause only you can feed him even with a single word! Because for me, life is not life without you in it! Because I am incredibly crazy for you and that has never changed not even after all this time! She said angry again.
- I need you to stop. He said serious and she started crying again while covering her face with her hands.
- I don't want to let you go... She whispered.
- What? He asked while looking at her. - I am sorry I couldn't listen to you. But now I will go, I can't allow this one more minute, I seriously need this madness to finish because I want a normal life like everybody... well, like almost everybody. He said bound and determined and she sighed.
He stood up and got his jacket so that he could leave the apartment, meanwhile she was deciding what to do, whether she'll kick him or... she stood up, jumped onto him and kissed him.
- You are mine, all mine. She thought while holding him tight, and promising herself she'd never let him go as long as her heart beats, because her heart forgets how to beat each second without him.
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