Now

And I'm going to destroy myself as I was doing before you coming in. I'm going to cut my arms in pieces, I'm going to break my neck, I'm going to damage my stomach, I'm going to do to my body all what has been done to my soul, until it can no more, until it'll free my soul from the burden of life. 

Oh, dear mind, so many times you warn my heart about the damn of love, yet I fell the same, I feel the same... I got trapped in his eyes, I made a fool of myself cause of the way he acts, dear Lord! I've wronged me, probably with the most painful love. How I wish I could take my heart out from my breast, so that the pain may stop contaminating my whole self, but... How could this be the ending of my days? 

So kill me, kill me, let my hands to the dirty job, make me bleed & suck my blood, let me with nothing, I won't feel the loss, how could I? Just how? When I've lost it all in those hands of his that have my life and my beating heart.

Let me die peacefully, let me die now...