Those eyes of him were her deepest ruin, where she could find the sweetest salvation; that's how confusing but beautiful he was for her. She wasn't able to imagine a world without him... not after meeting him, not after get to know him, not after being able to see the beauty of his soul, she was way to captivate for him like to just let him go.
"I couldn't explain how you were light when I was in darkness but you were the deepest darkness ever where I was finding light."
She was putting down all her walls, she was building up new ones with his instructions, she find herself letting too many windows and she was asking herself if that was the right to do, yet the smile on his face would have made her build walls until the sky if it was necessary as long as he could keep on smiling.
"I'll rather to die loving you even if it makes me the worst because loving you makes me feel the best and to live without loving you would mean to die slowly in the worst situation possible. Because you're life and I'm always dying."
Forgiveness, that was all she wanted, from who? from God, from him, from herself... give some peace to her soul, her soul that lately could only get calm in the silence of his conversations with her, because it was him and him only who could get to hush the voices that may tell her how to die and why to. He was the only one there to shake her whole body with a look and make her understand it's okay to be human, he was going to be there to hold her and she wanted to be strong for him.
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