Just to chat.

She was just sit down there in the park, watching the little kids playing around and trying to smile even through all. It was such a beautiful day, not too sunny, yet not dark, there was a fresh breeze as well so it was a lovely day for her, plus the beautiful smell of the trees at the park and the water as well. It was those kind of days where she was just happy staying at home reading a book, but today wasn't a really good idea to stay at home due to her mood.

And while she was a bit lost in her own thoughts he passed her by... she was so much into her thought still his imagen was something she couldn't not see... she looked down and tried hard breathing, remembering herself it was alright, they were no one for each other now and it was okay not to say hi anymore...

He passed her by, he saw her yet, he really wanted to get close to her and say hi and how she is doing, after all they were still friends, weren't they? Then...why didn't she say hi? Maybe she didn't see him he thought, she has always been in the clouds since he knows her so probably she didn't see him. He came back on his steps and stood in front of her:

- Hey!

She couldn't believe he did so, why? Just why? It was okay if he talks to her no more, she was getting used to the idea, she was learning to live with it and it was okay out of the moments when she couldn't control her own anguish. She did her best to act normal, she smiled and looked up.

- Hi.

- How have you been? He said looking at her but now putting down his briefcase and sitting next to her.

- I have been fine, thank God. What about you? How is everything going on? It has been a while since last time we talked. She said acting cool and kindly.

- I am fine. Everything is going well by now. He said.

- That's really good to know! She answered and didn't actually know what else to say... Actually she wanted to ask so many things and spend all the day long talking with him as the old times, but at the same time she didn't want... because if she did so then she'll miss him tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and so on when she was finally getting use to his absence.

He wanted to spend a nice time with her now, just to chat, he wouldn't mind if they don't talk in a while after this as before, he just wanted to keep in touch.

- So... have you seen the last movies on cinema? I just passed by the cinema and there's this amazing... He couldn't continue because she interrupted him.

- Yeah, I've seen all the movies on the cinema at the moment, you know I like movies.

- I imagined so, still I wanted to ask. Have you visited this new store of candies in the next street? It's like... He couldn't continue because she interrupted him again.

- Yeah, I went there yesterday with my little nephew, he wanted to go there so bad!

- And you went with him cause you couldn't say no to someone you love... that's so you.

- Sir, yes, sir. She said and both laughed.

- Well, is there any place you haven't gone yet and you'll like to go now? He asked realizing about he wasn't getting any good idea.

- Yes, I think I should go home now. I have many things to do and work I haven't finished yet. It was good to see you, I hope you're doing well always. 

When she said so he was surprised... she never leave before him, she never actually says goodbye, she was always wanting more time, she was always having something else to say... After all seems like things really have changed between they both.

- Oh okay, sure. I was just asking to go anywhere for a minute but I have to go to my job too, I just have half an hour free now, I don't know what I was thinking in. So it was nice to see you, hope to see you soon. Goodbye. He said and smiled. She just moved her head in an affirmative way and left.

So this is how it feels when you can't talk anymore with the ones you love, when there's nothing that can keep you together to your beloved ones, when no matter how many you both lived together now there's nothing in common to talk about... So this is what it is & this is how life mean to be... Seems a bit hard, a bit unbearable, still bearable enough not to kill you...

Don't let this mess with your head, I haven't left anyone, still I have never pressure anyone to stay by my side no matter how bad I want that... 
Show the people in your life how much you love them always, becasue they are there one day, still you don't know if they will be there the next one...