You know, sometimes I just stare at the window in case that you come back... you told me you didn't want to talk that day cause you were needing some time for yourself and I gave you as much time as I could... but I couldn't wait too much because you're part of me and without you I feel so incomplete... tell me, should I stop waiting? Even if you say yes, I can not. But it's not that bad as so much people thinks, actually, it's not bad, it's just a little bit hard to handle when... when I want to listen your voice, when I want to listen your laugh, when I want to see your face, when I want to know how you are, when I want to tell you how much I love you, when I want you to tell me how much you miss me... but if I don't think about that, then it's not that hard. You're like the best memory I've ever had, even if I get over you, I still think you'll be my best memory.
By the way Ybab still wait for you too, do you remember her? Even if you don't, she doesn't forget you. I will never forget that day when you were kind of sad and she cheer you up, you'll never find someone that will love you so much as she does... I'm sure about it, and any female will ever make you laugh so hard and made you feel sweetness at the same time as she did. You were so cautivated cause of little Ybab and I was so happy then... Of course, as long as you'll be happy I was gonna be happy too... But now I'm kind of sad and you're really okay, is weird, isn't it? I wish you were here as before... by my side.
Do you think anything will change if I'm patient enough? I'm not sure about it... but I don't have too much options. I wish one day we can hold our hands forever and never let each other go away... because I can't let you go, you're always here, here with me, in my heart. Maybe I'm asking too much, I know... but that's all what I want... I want you, just you, no one else but you.
how beautiful this post is .. words and pictures .. LOOOOOVED it .
ReplyDeleteThanks a lot Ahmad! I really appreciate your comments and time :D
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