She was walking around that big and pretty green tree she loved so badly. Just playing around while she thought about how to do her homework & what to say in her oral exam, in fact she was kind of worried.
- Hi Laila. He said laughing cause her childish behavior. She just listened his voice and her heart stop beating, she stop jumping happily and turned around slowly.
There he was, perfect as usual for her, with his soft skin and his stunning eyes. He was using a black jean & a long t-shirt, it was pretty obvious he just left his job now and he was going to his house, with his beautiful wife and her adorable baby daughter. Why could he stop to tell her "hi"? He didn't have time.
- Hi Sam. She said so slowly that he hardly listened her.
- So, how have you been? Did you enjoy your birthday at last? Twenty two years old, you're a big girl now. He said laughing again, he already knew she'll never be a big girl, she will always be a baby.
He remembered it... that's all what she thought, he didn't forget her birthday, even when they haven't seen each other in a long time. But he didn't call, so probably he just remembered it now. Or... maybe cause he lost her phone number. Maybe... she wasn't sure.
- I've been fine, thanks for ask. My birthday was good, I just went to the cinema with some friends & spent a good time with my family later. What about your daughter's birthday? She's one now, right? And her birthday is just two days after mine.
- Yes, she's okay, she had a nice birthday I guess, I have some pictures here. He said so and came closer to her, he showed her his mobile and showed her some pictures, there was Sophia with his mother and him. That hurt her more than what she thought but she just smiled and said.
- She's really pretty, just like her mother. And he looked at her with a kind of hard look and said in a joke way.
- What about her father?
And she laughed just cause of his expressions, how could he be so funny even when it was such a terrible moment for her? Even like that... he made her smile & that was good.
- She's like her father too.
- Good good. Because her father adores her. He said it with a big smile in his face, feeling proud of his baby.
- Yes.
- Hey, Laila, wanna go for an ice cream? I was about to buy two ice creams for Anna and Sophy. Do you want one too? I bet you do.
He talks so naturally... like if nothing ever happened, maybe cause there's nothing broke inside him, maybe cause he has a family and he's a complete person now. Not like her, with her broken dreams & broken heart, just trying to face the life without him every day.
- Yes, I want a vanilla ice cream!
- Yes, lady.
So they walked together till the store in the corner & he bought all the ice creams, he gave her one and said goodbye.
There he goes again... he just walks away as he always does... he leaves me here, thinking about him as the first day we met. When did he stop loving me? Why couldn't I feel it? She was thinking that and some tears came out but she just cleaned them and smile.
- Everything is okay Laila, you'll fall again for someone else & that person will love you for real.
She said so and felt a pain in her heart, surely her own words hurt her, but she had to move on and keep on going... she couldn't spend all her life thinking about the first man who touched her heart. Her heart was still hers, she just had to sit down and wait for her real prince...even if she sit down to wait while she cried.
[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZHsL6C3awY ]
- Hi Laila. He said laughing cause her childish behavior. She just listened his voice and her heart stop beating, she stop jumping happily and turned around slowly.
There he was, perfect as usual for her, with his soft skin and his stunning eyes. He was using a black jean & a long t-shirt, it was pretty obvious he just left his job now and he was going to his house, with his beautiful wife and her adorable baby daughter. Why could he stop to tell her "hi"? He didn't have time.
- Hi Sam. She said so slowly that he hardly listened her.
- So, how have you been? Did you enjoy your birthday at last? Twenty two years old, you're a big girl now. He said laughing again, he already knew she'll never be a big girl, she will always be a baby.
He remembered it... that's all what she thought, he didn't forget her birthday, even when they haven't seen each other in a long time. But he didn't call, so probably he just remembered it now. Or... maybe cause he lost her phone number. Maybe... she wasn't sure.
- I've been fine, thanks for ask. My birthday was good, I just went to the cinema with some friends & spent a good time with my family later. What about your daughter's birthday? She's one now, right? And her birthday is just two days after mine.
- Yes, she's okay, she had a nice birthday I guess, I have some pictures here. He said so and came closer to her, he showed her his mobile and showed her some pictures, there was Sophia with his mother and him. That hurt her more than what she thought but she just smiled and said.
- She's really pretty, just like her mother. And he looked at her with a kind of hard look and said in a joke way.
- What about her father?
And she laughed just cause of his expressions, how could he be so funny even when it was such a terrible moment for her? Even like that... he made her smile & that was good.
- She's like her father too.
- Good good. Because her father adores her. He said it with a big smile in his face, feeling proud of his baby.
- Yes.
- Hey, Laila, wanna go for an ice cream? I was about to buy two ice creams for Anna and Sophy. Do you want one too? I bet you do.
He talks so naturally... like if nothing ever happened, maybe cause there's nothing broke inside him, maybe cause he has a family and he's a complete person now. Not like her, with her broken dreams & broken heart, just trying to face the life without him every day.
- Yes, I want a vanilla ice cream!
- Yes, lady.
So they walked together till the store in the corner & he bought all the ice creams, he gave her one and said goodbye.
There he goes again... he just walks away as he always does... he leaves me here, thinking about him as the first day we met. When did he stop loving me? Why couldn't I feel it? She was thinking that and some tears came out but she just cleaned them and smile.
- Everything is okay Laila, you'll fall again for someone else & that person will love you for real.
She said so and felt a pain in her heart, surely her own words hurt her, but she had to move on and keep on going... she couldn't spend all her life thinking about the first man who touched her heart. Her heart was still hers, she just had to sit down and wait for her real prince...even if she sit down to wait while she cried.
[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZHsL6C3awY ]
